Hey Lord it’s me again, thought I’d give you another call
You see, I been leaving messages but I don’t hear from you at all?
What’s the point in calling Lord if your not ever there?
What’s the point in leaving messages if you don’t seem to care?
You see, my babies dying my girl is crying
There must be something you can do?
I keep leaving messages but I never hear from you
I am falling apart Lord, we are splitting at the seams
What’s the pointing in calling, if you don’t clear your message machine?

Kelly “Boy” Dugan

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In 2011 I became the father to a child with special needs, a different type of perfect beautiful girl to add to my equally perfect (in a normal way) son. As my journey continues I find my best way to vent my feelings good and bad is through writing. This blog is for me to get my emotions out, if this can help another family like mine it would be great. My feelings are not rare in families like mine, maybe someone seeing some of their feelings in my words will make them feel a little less alone. Please feel free to comment or contact me at anytime, I look forward to your feedback. Kelly "Boy" Dugan

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