I won’t be coming home mummy, tomorrow or today

I won’t be coming home no more the angels took me away

Please do not be sad mummy or shed another tear

I a in a place with a friendly face, no one is sick here

I am sorry that I left you and I am sorry that I made you cry

I am sorry that I was sick and I am sorry that I died

I will be waiting here for you, when your angels come

You will hold me again and I will whisper I love you mum

I asked them if I could stay but they said it was time

It seems your heart stopped the day they stopped mine

I know that you are hurting and keep asking why?

It was so soon after we said hello we had to say goodbye

I am waiting with a lady who always makes me smile

She tells me all about you and we visit once in awhile

So I am not alone here I was met by someone

A lady who misses you to, she says she is your mum.


Kelly “Boy” Dugan


Published by


In 2011 I became the father to a child with special needs, a different type of perfect beautiful girl to add to my equally perfect (in a normal way) son. As my journey continues I find my best way to vent my feelings good and bad is through writing. This blog is for me to get my emotions out, if this can help another family like mine it would be great. My feelings are not rare in families like mine, maybe someone seeing some of their feelings in my words will make them feel a little less alone. Please feel free to comment or contact me at anytime, I look forward to your feedback. Kelly "Boy" Dugan

One thought on “Mummy”

Leave a Reply

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *